For Now

I am still here... Lonely hours to remember... Every tear I catch, even when they seem to blame us... I am too sick, everyday we die a littlle... Sometimes I dream about flowers... Wish them were away, 'cause I know your dreams are to heavy, as you lie in my arms as our own death... World was too much, horizons seem out of reach... All alone, as we refuse it... Years could change us, if we only got hope, the one that brought us here, when there was no more future, and we got sick, as the past... I wish you smile could shine without our crazy shadows, and we could have a real dream to guide us through life... We don't have nothing left to deal with our past. Everything is broken... But life flows alone, searching for its meaning... I am tired of guilty, tired of games, tired of deamons... Need somewhere to rest, and believe again... Hold me til...

Dias...

Os dias são lentos, parecem iguais... Mas eu sei que sempre tem um entardecer, e que nessas horas seu olhar se enche de luz e esperança, e me fazem continuar a acreditar... Já vencemos tantas batalhas durante esses últimos anos, que fica difícil saber se teremos forças para lutar até o fim. Mas eu ainda estamos aqui, não? E mesmo que nada pareça certo, e que duvidamos tanto de um dia conseguirmos encontrar a tarde do nosso silêncio, é somente a certeza de que ainda que haja outros regressos, tão amaldiçoados quanto esse, que estaremos sempre juntos para a ilusão final da liberdade que nos levará de volta à nós mesmos, quando não havia sombras, perdas e medo. Tudo o que vivemos poderá ser esquecido, inclusive a lição mais amarga de todas... Nós já morremos... 

These days we might have lost our way... Everything seems so distant... I am consumed by this waiting... Need to break this mirror, let the shadows on the back... I've been trying by faith, 'cause there all I have to save our love, and our dream... At midnight, I wonder how wonderful to be alone, in your arms, surronded by silence... Tears came when I feel evil grows all around, with so many faces, trying to destroy us. There have been gone a whole life in this sad existence... So many things we can't understand about how we were abused to follow their steps... By now, in this lonely tears, I hope we will get through this sickness and find our joy again... We deserve another morning... And I sure the sun will be the same...